the beautiful people.

Engulfed in the jungle of life,
I am the endangered species,
Always feeling alone with no one alike, The oddity and stranger to the beautiful people,
The one on the outskirts,
never on the in,
I have a few friends, I'm not always alone,
But none I would specifically call my own.
At moments I have a chance to change,
become like the rest in their little games.
Sacrifice me in order to be like them, but I neglect to accept.
I'm not like the beautiful people,
I'm simple and complex,
I'm happy and sad,
both right and wrong.
I'm one way or the other,
but most of all I am me.
Me is unique,
I've finally decided that me is all I can be.

Date night !

So to repay some very sweet boys that took me and Kelsey out a weekend ago, we asked them out and started a bit of a competition. Who is the better date planner? And we proved ourselves worthy of the title! Here's what we did! We picked them up and and then headed to "the pottery shop" in town square! We painted pottery, and who knew these boys were such amazing artists! It was super fun, after we made our way to Smith's and we split up into girls vs. boys. We each got 15 bucks and 25 minutes to buy and plan a full meal. The boys did good and were done right on time! We headed to my house and prepared our food! The boys made monte cristo sandwiches ! Impressive, I know! And me and Kels made ebelskevers, which are like german round little pancakes ! I think me and Kelsey won (: but the boys were great too so we called it a tie. Next we just settled down and watched a movie! Here are some pictures!
ENJOY!

IT'S OFFICAL!

My first OFFICAL college necessity was bought today. A monumental step on the high road to success. And I even decided to share it with you!!!! So here it is, and yes... I did get four compliments while checking out about how "fetching cute" these dishes are!

The interval between time and processing.

They say good things come to those who wait,
But why do I constantly feel like I am wasting my time,
In reality I am only bait on a line,
Waiting for a tiny little bite,
Time seems to never be on my side,
There are always small blessing along my travels,
Yet none that reveal my undiscovered fate,
I guess all I can continue to do is...
That wretched word,
WAIT!

...a little poem: partly about the senioritis I feel taking over. also about the pain of high school! I sure can't wait for it to be over! But I'm pushing through it with a smile, and unraveling the benefits of being positive.
Resolving some past conflicts, and leaving the past in history, creating a new slate for tomorrow's mysteries! (:

Guess who?

Guess who has been admitted to BYU-I? THIS GIRL RIGHT HERE.
Guess who is attending BYU-I? THIS GIRL RIGHT HERE!
Guess who has her dorm already? THIS GIRL RIGHT HERE!
Guess who is gonna be positive even though she has senioritis? THIS GIRL RIGHT HERE!
Guess who has some beautiful friends? THIS GIRL RIGHT HERE.
...so basically I'm getting really excite about college. I kinda wish it was coming faster! Im excited to meet my roomates, decorate my dorm, meet new friends, and to just start fresh! It will be great! I'm especially excited to be so close and near to Tate! How fun will that be! basically college is gonna be incredible! (: I'm definitely gonna miss this girl right here tho!

.radiating love.

some girls are puuurrttyyy. others are "hot". some are seeexxaay. sometimes cute....
only really rare girls are all of the above. i got some pretty "all of the above" friends! especiallyyyy Karisa Larsen! teehee. i love girls that have beautiful faces, because they are beautiful on the inside also. goes to show what truly matters!

now we are turning into a fashion blogg, ready, set, blog.
shirt is from: j.crew , scarf: thrifted, jeans: american eagle, boots: boot barn, watch: francesca's boutique, face: god. :)

bangles: thrifted (utah) , clip on earrings: salvation army, sheer top: buffalo exchange, pants: pacsun (bullhead jeans), booties: anthropologie, face: GOOODD.

knitted sweater: target, striped tank: downeast outfitters, pants: pacsun, green flats: soda brand shoes, earrings: target

** i made Ty preview our pictures, and he confirmed that we are practically models :), i just wanted to remind Ty that... He is one hot tamale himself! **

life is an amusement park.

you know those people, the ones you hate...merely because they always seem to get everything? Sometimes I feel like there are just those certain people that's get to put their hands in the air as they are cruising on a roller coaster, while in the meantime, I'm waiting in a long line for the bumper cars , which may also break down right before I get a turn. It sometimes feels like other people get everything so easily and things just work for them regardless of the effort or dedication needed. I feel like things always are so much harder for me, and it blows. Then I realized, you rarely ride in a bumper car alone, Theres always someone there to help you laugh when u completely crash. Although roller coasters bring short term thrill, it only lasts for so long; then reality strikes. You gotta love reality. Once I thought about this I realized, that'd I'd choose my bumpy life over any other in a heartbeat. The speed bumps in my life keep me interesting and unique, and that's something no one can replicate! Cheers! To loving the life you've been blessed with!